i feel like sometimes she'll like go see people that are close to finishing their contracts. she'll be the last thing they see after their contract is up. or maybe itll be like how Ember was in her anthology videos where Ember followed her around n stuff. i mostly wanna believe the second one bc imagine how fun it would be to have Andrew fucking Blaze guiding you through the end of your contract?!?!?!

Genuinely think post death she's probably matured if she's out there. 

I think her hating males and gay males in particular + sex making her uncomfortable probably came from truama. There's evidence she was in active contact with a predator on YouTube as a teen so I believe that's where it came from. 

At bare minimum, men hitting on her online likely was probably traumatic at least, especially if I'm going along with the theory she had autism (which I believe). Recently a lot of studies have come out suggesting autistic people tend to develop PTSD like symptoms way easier than non autistic people. She expressed experiencing extreme distress with men hitting on her so that makes sense to me, at least. 

I think in the afterlife you probably gain a lot bigger of prospective. I don't believe you magically become "enlightened" because reality is subjective, everyone has their own views on things. However, being away from it all, not being able to come back, and just watching this world burn from a distance probably makes you hate people a bit more equally and you're able to work on yourself more. 

Also, idk how old you are but it's likely you aren't addicted to porn. Watching a lot of it in your teens in even into early twenties is normal. Things are only considered an addiction if it starts to negatively impact your functioning. And fuck, if you're going through puberty still, I don't think that definition would apply. Being horny to the point where it effects your functioning (to an extent) is apart of going through puberty, it's normal. 

I don't say this to be dismissive but a lot of male "mental health/self help gurus" really push the whole "stop watching porn" shit so you pay for their courses or whatever. Porn/sex addictions are statically most common in middle aged men, it's pretty rare for a younger person to develop one. 

Don't be too hard on yourself, if you relate to her, you'd probably be one of the few she didn't know before she passed that she cares about and checks up on and shit. I don't think she'd be disappointed in you in the slightest.

Also just for some funnies, before Andrews Twitter got deleted she was following a couple Twitter accounts that did post EQG porn. I think porn of real people just grossed her out. Fictosexuality is also a thing (a paraphilia where you're only attracted to drawings) so 🤷🏼‍♀️

oh my goddess*, excuse me

I didn't even think of that! Making it now since I already have the voice model. 

Any song in particular? I will say I've never tried converting rock harder than Send Request with AI (LOL), so this should be interesting. The Remember cover should be uploaded soon, some of it just came out a bit strange, and I'm a bit too tired to keep messing with it today. 

The KSI one I'm doing tomorrow, I need Froggy and Whale voices, anyway. IDK why I haven't made them yet, honestly. 

(Was gonna include the Last Confession cover I made to tie everyone over, time to beg Danni to allow folks to add MP3s, lmao)